So, I try not to all out rant often (I probably fail). But I am right now.

I've calmed down slightly so this won't be as bad as it could be, or so I hope.


I spen the last, Iunno, 5 hours working on a painting of Alpha. (He's the immortal leadwork of my Clockwork assassins in case some of you didn't know this.) It was almost perfect, almost freaking done! I don't finish /anything/ in one days time, I always come back the next day and make adjustments. I was 100% positive I wouldn't have to this time. Was I wrong! I was running into trouble with Alpha's hair, because it's in a mohawk. A hairstyle I rarely see, let alone draw, let alone paint! Well, after messing with it for a good hour I decided I'd paint over his hair and fix up the background abit. (The bg is a simple copper fill at this point) Well, I decide I'll mix the paint ON the canvas and start putting paint on the canvas, a few minutes later I realize that I have /way/ to much paint and I freak. Of course when I freak out my brain dies and the only thing i could think to do was to paint over the entire background, his hair, and the half-finished border. Basically I ruined 3hours of works in about 15 minutes. Damn. I am pissed.


Now it's /mostly/ fixed, but I'll a good 2 hours or so to make up over the weekend. At least I finally have my Ctee circus piece done....one less thing to worry about.